I completely feel for you kiwu... this was me just a few years back. What you're going through now is like a glimpse of me when I was alone. But you're not alone. You may not be popular now but you're a star here in our circle. Your past self may be dead but a new kiwu has reborn. You've cared for me and your fellow friends more than you can imagine. I wish you the best and that you'd eventually cease thinking so bad about yourself because you're an amazing person 💜