I haven't been posting my updates on here as opposed to the normal dreamwidth because no one is on here(elly pls come back!!!💔). But the only 2 people on dreamwidth don't read those either. So going back here because forget them, I like to post for myself. So I don't forget, and because I care and that's the only opinion I care about. This my account so I can and will talk all the crap I want 😛


The most notable thing that I can remember rn is that my ex therapist(and possibly a teacher) reported me my parents to the state and now they have a false abuse case against them that wont close for some reason. All over a fight btw. I got a concussion too. Both of those are related, but I already know how so I'm not gonna explain. Been a whole more lotta stuff happening lately, mostly family issues, but I don't mention it on social media because I'm tired of unqualified ppl trying to give me advice I never asked for. That and it's the right grown adult thing to do. I still can't believe I'm gonna be an adult soon. But imma figure it out on my own and i'll be fine.


I really need to learn how to drive, but I'm so scared. I'm already so close to getting tf out of here and I don't wanna ruin it by killing myself and whoever's yelling at me in the passenger's seat on impulse. That's not a joke, I genuinely don't trust myself with a car. I'm not even scared of driving anymore, my teacher(mom) just sucks. She thinks it's funny to shame me for still not having my license yet and comparing me to other people. But whatever, I think she's just jealous because her mother never taught her and bought her younger siblings cars while she had to buy her own. Which like, oh well, that's not my problem. And to make it even worse, my sister's learning how to drive too. So I just feel like a failure. I know I'm not, there's ppl older than me who've never even bothered to learn. But in our culture I am.


I also need a job, anything. Anything to start saving. I would start a small little side hustle, but I don't think I'd have time for that and school at the same time. I keep telling my mom where I wanna work, but she wont go take me to apply. Yet keeps nagging about me not having one yet. So I've just decided I'm gonna do all the adult things through my dad, she doesn't get that privilege if she's gonna be a buzzkill about everything I do. But he's been so busy lately that I haven't gotten a chance to do anything.


I've been having Chaeyoung's album on repeat. I love it so much, it's so much her style. I think it might be my favorite solo. I preordered the album and it's so cool. I really wanna get a CD player so I can finally hear the 10th song. Notice how I didn't post a review like I usually do. I just wanted to pay attention to the actual songs instead of focusing on a review. Which I'm glad that I did, I have favorite songs but I feel like it would be difficult to do a ranking for a solo project.


TWICE in their entirety have been doing insanely good this year numbers-wise. They've always been doing good, but a lot of people tapped out ever since alcohol-free era and never tapped back in till now. Happy for them, and happy that they're getting all this love around their 10th anniversary so they can keep going strong. Their albums have been so good, and they're already putting out another. They're working so hard this year, I saw Chaeyoung's dance practice BTS yesterday and she was so tired from all of the back to back to back scheduling. I'm sure they're used to it now, but I hope they can rest soon. Next year better be as slow as 2021-23. Speaking of, YT Music told me I'm a top listener of them now, what can I say


Oh, I need to make more twice icons too. Been too lazy to. Even though I'm not as active on my main account, I post in my community all the time. Been writing a small series and I'll make one big post there when I get to finishing it.