it's october therefore it's officially pumpkin spice latte season(i don't even drink those tf am i on about)

idk if I'm ready or not. like fall (aka preparing for winter season) is fun but also i feel like i need to mentally prepare. im planning a formal and it's coming up soon so i need to get ready for that too, because i HAVE to dress the best and show these mfs how to do formal attire. even tho im really unathletic and it takes a huge toll on me to set things up, party planning is really fun, i might consider that as a career option too, especially since you don't need to go to school for it. i'm so tired of school i wanna kill it with fire!!! testing week started today and we've already started running into problems, testing took longer than it should because too many people were logged in at once and the testing site was being super slow. but i got a b so that's a good start. tomorrow is algebra tho so idk how i'm gonna manage, hey if no one's got me i know one thing, gauthmath got my back fr. without normal youtube all ive been doing is watching youtube shorts and god they're the worstttt. so much beauty and fashion bullshit i swear influencers are the most insecure mfs on the earth and they have a talent for fearmongering people into adopting those insecurities and getting fomo it's the worst. and the brainrot, i'm getting old y'all. because not even brainrot is funny anymore, it's all old and re-used jokes, 2022 and 2023 brainrot was so much more creative like c'mon we can do better. and if my sister sends me one more jonkler meme i'm gonna fight her!