mome <3

yea, that really happened. but I'm not gonna get too into it lol. and that's also a joke, no one deserves to get cheated on no matter how ugly. anyways I feel played and I've been down in the dumps all day abt it :') but I'm feeling a lil better now cuz something rlly good happened with one of our family members. its my dad's business so I'm not gonna spill out of respect but just know its reallyyyyy good news :D also more good news, I'm going to the mall w my friends tomorrow! its been heck trying to keep in touch w my online friends cuz everyone's always busy. but I kind of *need* friends, especially when I'm probably the most depressed I've ever been rn, so I'm making an effort to reach out to my irl friends. I'm even thinking of planning a huge girls sleepover its gonna be epic >:) schools been wringing me by the neck like a chicken lately. I've been too sad to keep up with it all and im barely holding on. still holding on tho. accounting's WAY easier than I thought! just very tedious and lots of memorizing and crunching numbers, which can be satisfying at times, but also boring lmao. I have a wholeeee lot of acct work due tomorrow which I need to start on. oh and an essay. which I din even pick a topic for yet, but I'm good at essays so I wont stress too much. you might be thinking, "kiwu if u have all this work, why are you going to the mall?" because I'm depressed and haven't left the house for a while okay let me have my fun!!!!!!!!